Tuesday, 1 May 2007
Some thoughts...
Yesterday was an...interesting day to say the least. What happened in the evening is something i'll probably remember for quite awhile, even though i wasn't directly involved. It certainly left a deep impact on me. I'm not going to dwell on what exactly happened, for the privacy of the parties involved. I admit though, i was partly responsible for what happened. But with or without my actions, what happened yesterday would have happened eventually.
Ever had that experience when you really want to know something? And then when you finally find out, you realise that you'd rather not have known. That happened yesterday, though thankfully not to me. Perhaps it is true that sometimes certain things are better left unsaid, at least for the time being. But considering that the truth was going to come out eventually, wouldn't it be better that a friend be there to support you? What happened yesterday was something new and something i'd rather not have to go through myself. We humans are capable of feeling and understanding, it's what separates us from animals. Sometimes, these emotions are just too much to bear. There are times we all, including myself, wish we could just let things live on within ourselves and life goes on normally. This is impossible, emotional expression is something we all go through. What makes it all better though, is that we have friends around us who support, encourage, empathise and overall just understand us. Friendships are the key to living in this world, don't ever lose your friends.
I realise most of you probably won't have a clue as to what i'm talking about in this post. All i can say is that my mind is now a tangled web of thoughts and emotions. I'm just as confused as anyone of you reading this. Hopefully, someone will come along and pull me out of this phase.
flyaway
10:03 pm